10-01-10

well2...
happy new year ye..

ada apa dengan 10 jan?

meh sini nak habaq mai sikit no..act..on that day,my 2nd brother will fly to Dubai..dia dapat kerja kat sana as chef ke apa tah..tapi pasal kitchen2 ni la..so..sebab selama ni dia cam selalu je ada kat rumah kan..bila dia da fly ni,definitely things will change..rumah dah xkan selalu dikunjungi kawan-kawan dia yang ramai tu..and xde dahla bila pagi-pagi bangun turun bawah..tengok jejaka2 tidur bergelimpangan-sambil-keluar-air liur-basi..bhahaha..

and dah xde dah la orang nak grumpy2 bila xjumpa baju or barang2 dia yang sememangnya bersepah2 tu eventhough my mom dah puas membebel suruh kemas..

lepas tu dah xde dahla situasi dia datang kat aku and cakap

"adik..ada rm5 x?"
*sambil senyum2 and buat muka aku-abang-kau-yang-comel-bagilah-pinjam tu*

hahahhah..bila nak duit pandai buat baik ye?tipikal abang.hoho..
lepastu karang..dah xboleh nak suruh dia masakkan kalau kawan-kawan aku nak datang waktu open house ke ape..

waktu kecik2 dulu aku baik je ngan dia..kitorang rapatla jugak..selalu main sama2..then bila masing2 dah masuk sekolah..kitorang da renggang..maybe sebab dua2 pun dah ada kawan masing2 and dah xnak da main kejar2 dengan adik bradik sendiri ke kan..

as years goes by..aku dapat masuk asrama dan semestinyalah lagi xrapat..dah habis sekolah..masuk matriks and uni..and sekarang sedar xsedar..dia dah nak fly ke negara orang dah kan..

throughout these year..we are no longer like we used to be when we were little..we spoke when necessary only..we dont share stories..and we dont hangout together..as a family pun jarang..because everytime there is a family gathering or wedding..you and abg mat surely will not join..bukanlah xkan join tapi sangat jarang dan boleh dikira dengan jari okay..

now that you're gonna fly.. i just hope that u can take care of yourself there..because kat sana,you wont hear mak nagging..abah snoring..kak may's word-of-advice..hanging out with abang mat..and surely i'm not there for you to bully!
*macam selalu je kena buli..hahah*

so my dearest abang muci,
take a good care of yourself..jangan lupa solat..jangan lupa asal usul and always be in contact okay?eventhough we have our differences..but deep down..i will always love you no matter how grumpy you are!better change man..not everyone can put up with your grumpiness..wahaha..

*senyap*



im surely going to miss u big bro!
xoxo

*da mula bergenang*