am i too hard to pleased?
am i too stubborn?
am i too fucking ignorance?
am i too hard to understand?
am i too complex?
am i?
fcuk.
sometimes i feel like i did everything i could to pleased people.i even ignore my feelings at time just so that they are happy.i put aside my needs..my desire..my favourites..just for others.but how could others be so damn selfish when it comes to me?why do they have to ignore what i said..what i do..what i suggest?
vavi.
so..i guess from now on..i'll be fucking damn selfish.i wont give a dipshit about others until they do about me.haha.mampus korang ak nak layan dah.pla mati.penat dowh asyik2 aku je kena..sekali-sekala biar korang plak yang kena okay?haha.
rase cam syial aje jadi jahat ni kan?tapi kadang2 okay gak ape..well2..you guys dah 'bangunkan' another side of me.orang kan ada jahat dan ada part baik kan..so korang ingat aku xdekah?silap besar wa cakap sama lu.cuma part jahat aku ni cam kadang2 aja dia kua.tengok mood dan keadaan sekeliling.ni pun cam da nak keluar part yang baik aja nie.*baik dowh aku. ;p*
so ape lagi ea?eh..entry memula cam sedih-pathetic-dark je kan..siap ade vavi semua..in the end..cam da okay pulak.hahha..khad2.cam bodo la.haha..nak watpe marah2 xtentu pasal nie.sakit hati aku aja.orang yang sakitkan hati aku tu bukannya taw pun aku sakit hati dengan dia.rasa sendiri maa.kalau hari2la aku sakit hati ngan orang,leh gila aku.payah jadi orang cute-cantik-baik cam aku nie.
hahahha.*sila muntah hijau-coklat-kuning sekarang*
dahla.aku malas da nak tulis panjang2.eseimen berlambak lagi xbuat.
chow chin!
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